Seeking God in seasons of spiritual silence and abandonment.
Key Scriptures:• Psalm 13:1 – “How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?”
• Job 23:8–9 – “But if I go to the east, he is not there… I do not see him.”
• 2 Corinthians 12:9 – “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
Music: Day 4 and insert and I’ll get with coffee, but the leg work will already be done! Goodnight my friend, thankyou for everything
There are moments in our walk with God where it feels like we’re calling into the void. We wonder if God sees, hears, or cares. But even in the silence, He is near. Like David in the Psalms or Job in his grief, our questions don’t push God away—they often lead us deeper into grace.
Write down the questions you’ve been afraid to ask God. Offer them honestly in prayer—and then sit in silence, listening.
Prayer:God, I don’t always feel You, but I trust
You’re near. Help me cling to Your presence, even when You seem far. Teach me to rest in Your silence. Amen.
Been faithful, been trying to stand, But I feel like I’m walking through a dream, But I’m lost in a place I can’t name. But Lord, I don’t know where I am. Half awake, half asleep, in between. I wake up with breath in my lungs, I’m not angry, and I’m not afraid, Still hear the birds and see the sun. Where am I, Lord? You know the map, You made this heart. But I’m staring at these miles of dark, Just waiting for a spark. I ain't runnin’, but I ain’t moving. I ain't breakin’, but I’m bruisin’. If You’re the Shepherd and I’m Your lamb… Then where am I, Lord? Tell me where I am. I’ve done the work, I’ve held the line, Tried to make some sense of time. My body’s weaker, my heart is wide, But I can’t seem to match the stride. They say patience is a prayer, But it’s hard to wait when You’re not there. At least not where I thought You’d be— Maybe You’re right here in the in-between. Where am I, Lord? You know the map, You made this heart. But I’m staring at these miles of dark, Still waiting for a spark. I ain't runnin’, but I ain’t moving. I ain't breakin’, but I’m bruisin’. If You’re the Shepherd and I’m Your lamb… Then where am I, Lord? Tell me where I am. I don’t need a throne or a sign, Just a whisper in this wandering mind. If this is faith, then help me feel— That being still is being real. Where am I, Lord? If this is grace, then help me trust. Even in the silence, You’re enough. Even if the road is rough. I won’t run, I’ll just keep breathing. I won’t break, I’ll keep believing. If I’m Your son and You still have a plan… Then I’ll stay right here Until I understand… Where I am, Lord. Where am I, Lord? You know the map, You made this heart. But I’m staring at these miles of dark, Just waiting for a spark. I ain't runnin’, but I ain’t moving. I ain't breakin’, but I’m bruisin’. If You’re the Shepherd and I’m Your lamb… Then where am I, Lord? Tell me where I am. Tell me where I am. Lord please Tell me where I am.